ok...
this time round...
think it will be a real one...
I really letting hui off for this time round...
yup...
don't ask me why...
I don't know why...
I just feel that I should do it this way...
to be fair with hui...
he should have his freedom to do his own stuff or so...
not only wasting his time on me...
where I don't even know who I want to be with...
I don't want to drag things any longer anymore...
cos hui, me and that guy are not getting anywhere...
they know what they want...
but me...
I don't know...
I have no ideas what I really want...
can anyone wake me up...
can anyone be me...
can anyone help..
that answer is always there...
"NO NO NO"
noone will be there...
cos noone can help in anyway...
I myself wanna run away from both of them...
I dislike myself...
I hate myself for being myself without any own decision making...
A tell me hui is the right choice and jun is the bad one...
B tell me jun is the right choice and hui is the bad one...
so...
who should I believe...
how I know...
there wasn't right or wrong in relationship...
yes...
I know it...
it's all about decision making...
if u choose to be with hui...
u will hurt jun...
if u choose to be with jun...
u will hurt hui...
what...
I don't wanna hurt the both of them...
so...
what should I do...
nth...
let them keep asking me the same question???
can be my GF???
this is not what I want...
I don't know...
really don't la...
what am I talking now...
think all is just rubbish...
rubbish la...
nonsence plus nonsence...
argg...
nth more...
I just crazy la...
so..
just hack care me...
bye...